It could have been cancer but it’s just a...
Morning, vapid, is it good or bad? It’s just another one and I’m sick I don’t want to leave my bed… I’m sick of thoughts and talks Get up, do stuff, coffee, leave, Pretend normal, just do the work. Don’t think … don’t think … please don’t Didn’t you show enough hate? Another word I swear I’ll vomit Our times,smiles-just a waste You say you are unhappy deeply That you didn’t want it at all Fuck! How? Seriously? Really? Go fuck yourself! I thought it is so special! Real! But it was all lies, toxic, made up! Scum, why can’t you disappear? I need you erased from my life. I’m strong but empty, blank For years I didn’t breathe-survived. I can’t cry, my heart is numb… Don’t wish you luck, nothing bad I wish I never gave you chance I just wish we never-ever met… It is so corny, what could be worse? Well, it could have been cancer But it is just a divorce …
