It could have been cancer but it’s just a...

Morning, vapid, is it good or bad? 
It’s just another one and I’m sick 
I don’t want to leave my bed…

I’m sick of thoughts and talks 

Get up, do stuff, coffee, leave,

Pretend normal, just do the work.

Don’t think … don’t think … please don’t 

Didn’t you show enough hate? 

Another word I swear I’ll vomit 

Our times,smiles-just a waste 

You say you are unhappy deeply 

That you didn’t want it at all

Fuck! How? Seriously? Really?

Go fuck yourself! 

I thought it is so special! Real!

But it was all lies, toxic, made up!

Scum, why can’t you disappear?

I need you erased from my life.

I’m strong but empty, blank 

For years I didn’t breathe-survived.

I can’t cry, my heart is numb…

Don’t wish you luck, nothing bad

I wish I never gave you chance 

I just wish we never-ever met…

It is so corny, what could be worse?

Well, it could have been cancer 

But it is just a divorce …